she’s on her knees begging and pleading to find the truth of this life with lustful men deceiving nobody loves her she thinks not even the God who tries to show her there’s more to her life than the Enemy who lies but she’s broken now hoping and praying somehow that the pain will subside yet it haunts her and stays inside and she’s got nowhere to hide how can God love her after all that she’s done?
“You will again have compassion on us; You will tread our sins underfoot and hurl all our iniquities into the depths of the sea.”
Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You're there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most & the next day they don't pick up their phone. You give something your all & sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough about you to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give you "sorry, I'm busy". It seems like you're giving everyone everything & they're just walking away with it.
“I used to beat myself up – perhaps I still do – for not loving you perfectly. I guess I was missing the point; I could never have loved you perfectly. In the way this whole world works to make us aim at progress, makes us focus on the beyond – distracted from what’s right there beside us – I realize now that I loved you not perfectly, but truly.”—a friend wrote this. (via baruchandroll)
I get it, you’re torn inside, you’re broken, and you feel worthless. I guess “I am sorry” you’re going through all of the bullshit, but IM NOT SORRY you’re so incapable of “growing up.” The people you’re surrounded by are unhealthy, thus making you the same exact way. Unstable, and unable to realize absolutely ANYTHING. The world continues to grows older, from people, to buildings, to life in general. Its so pathetic how you aren’t. You’re stuck in a fantasy world, unable to move without having to lean on someone else. HELP YOURSELF will you? Geeze. Never have I thought I would ever encounter such a sad, sad human being. I look down on you. You and your “friends” are so “low” in life. You guys are really missing out the type of beauty life can withhold when earned. No dreams, no aspirations, no future.. NOTHING. Oh your poor, poor, souls. Rest In Peace.