has life lost its luster? It appears so. It is like I can’t appreciate or enjoy anything anymore.
I barely have the passion to write nowadays. My favorite food, hamburgers, don’t taste as good as they used to. Music, hip-hop specifically doesn’t strike the same emotions and feelings. I’ve lost to urge to even turn on my XBOX to play a game that’s defined me over the years, NBA 2K. Even after watching the midnight premiere of the new batman movie, I couldn’t help, but feel disappointed.
I’m always tired. I sleep late and wake up early, even on nights I have to open the store for work. I usually fall asleep between the times of 2:00am-4:00am and always wake up at 7:30am. Even on days I can afford to sleep in til noon, my body won’t let me.
I can’t really explain what’s happened to me. Maybe my tastes are slowing changing. I don’t know.